Em Beihold – Numb Little Bug (Official Lyric Video)

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  1. I wish I could "heart" every single one of your comments – while it makes me sad to see that so many people relate to this feeling, my heart is full from the little support community we've created here. Sending you all the biggest, fattest hugs in the universe ❤

  2. There is this girl who used to be my’ friend’ she was really toxic especially to me and she always texted me WHY DO U HATE ME. Each time I kept trying to crawl back to her but then my group had had enough. We got her out of the group but after she kept trying to come back, making lies about us and talking bad about us to people we knew, or sometimes didn’t know. We had had severa meetings to fix this and now it’s on the extent that if one more thing happens we’ll get expelled, even though she’s the trouble maker.

    Sry for long comment tho I’m just trying to make a point that although you may look happy, this song might reflect their true feelings, so always make sure people are ok bc they might b going through a lot

  3. I haven't struggled with this feeling except in brief moments throughout life, but never long enough to consider it a disorder. I have compassion for all who find a voice in this song, for all who find that this song explains what they could never. Life isn't meant to be dreary and drab, and it doesn't have to be. If life was always as dull as modern man has made it, the first civilizations would have died to their own swords. Life isn't hopeless.

    There is a lot of great evil in the world: disasters occur, family, friends, or pets die, things just don't go our way. Though there are a lot of injustices and evil to be upset about, do not despair. Evil has not won, though it permeates life. There is hope in a better tomorrow, a tomorrow rid of evils and injustices, but currently, we must learn to cope with evil.

    Christ, our Savior, has conquered evil, and though evil presently reigns, it will be eradicted upon His return. (He has not returned yet because all who have not separated themselves from their evil would also be eradicated, and He does not want them to perish). There is new life in Jesus Christ, and not just a mundane "trying to survive" life, but an abundant life. A life full of joy, peace, hope, and goodness. This is the life Christ promises in John 10:10

    The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly.
    John 10:10 ESV

    Whatever disorder or illness you are currently experiencing may be a hurdle in your grasp of such life, but it is not a hindrance. A life of joy and goodness is offered to all, and is attainable by all, but you must first reach for it. It's right in front of you.

    You are not beyond repair. You can be healed. The Almighty God above promises you an abundant life, and He loves you intimately. He waits eagerly for you to return to Him, you precious child of God.

  4. One day i will be better and live a life where every day is a dream. This song has become one of my new favorites. Seeing so many have the same feelings and the words ot explain them. ❤💯. Peace and love to everyone here👋🏾

  5. I tried to use NLB song + clip of @itslennnie art – both credited + TT took it down for copyright. Bummer cause i spent a bunch of time on it. Have blocked usage of it? Weird that I can use huge musicians like Rolling Stones but not this… especially when credited and sharing it.
    I loved both the song + art but this now it gives me an ick feeling. I get when its not credited but why artist or singer wouldn’t want it shared is beyond me.

    Also curious cause “blob” character sounds so much like Marcel the shell / Jenny Slate. I thought for sure it was the same artist for awhile 🤔

  6. I don't feel a single thing
    Have the pills done too much
    Haven't caught up with my friends in weeks
    And now we're outta touch
    I've been driving in L.A.
    And the world it feels too big
    Like a floating ball that's bound to break
    Snap my psyche like a twig

    And I just wanna see if you feel the same as me

    Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
    Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
    Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
    'Cause you gotta survive
    Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
    Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care
    Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air
    Am I past repair

    A little bit tired of tryin' to care when I don't
    A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
    A little bit tired of sinkin'
    There's water in my boat
    I'm barely breathin'
    Tryna stay afloat
    So I got these quick repairs to cope
    Guess I'm just broken and broke

    The prescriptions on its way
    With a name I can't pronounce
    And the dose I gotta take
    Boy, I wish that I could count

    'Cause I just wanna see if this could make me happy

    Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
    Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
    Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
    'Cause you gotta survive
    Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
    Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care
    Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air
    Am I past repair

    A little bit tired of tryin' to care when I don't
    A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
    A little bit tired of sinking
    There's water in my boat
    I'm barely breathin'
    Tryna stay afloat
    So I got these quick repairs to cope

    Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
    Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
    Like a numb little bug that's gotta survive
    That's gotta survive

  7. A lot of people have said it before but this song basically sums up my life, I been told to 'love myself' and 'live for myself' but that just leads me down a dark path of suicidal thoughts so I just do my best to distract myself on my pointless journey from the cradle to the grave. I recently just binge-read GoT and got involved in a DnD guild so that's fun…

  8. I just left my friend group that I started and had been in for years. The members include only the half of the original ones and now I can’t tell if we’re still friends anymore. This song strangely feels like that for some reason I can not think of.

  9. Been battling life in general. I live with high functioning autism & trying to fit in is so tough. I've given up on my NoFap after 76 days because I'm drinking way more to cope, the government in my country keeps pushing us towards total tyranny, I am trying to stay healthy with my weight & trying not to eat the wrong foods.
    I'm the numb little bug trying to survive.

  10. I know I'm pretty late to the party, but eh. Why the hell not, lemme tell my story.
    I'm currently a high school student (freshman), and I've had separated parents for as long as I can remember. Mom was a drug addict, so I didn't meet her until I was around 7-8, as she was in jail a couple months after my birth. Dad was a narcissist that didn't exactly treat me well. He never let me be a kid. I was always cleaning, or lookin after my little sister (of which my dad had with my new step mom, who was, and still is, pretty chill). I never got to really play with my toys or go on my computer or Xbox 360. At the age of about 7, my mom came and asked to keep me for a night or two, as her wedding was coming up. Me, being stupid, agreed. Following this, I experienced the most painful and terrifying year and a half of my life. My mom took me, wedding happened, (I was ring carrier or whatever tf it's called), and that was that. It was planned for me to go back the next day. She didn't take me back. A week passed. Then two weeks. Then a month. I finally asked when I'm going home, and she just responded with "You are home, sweetie." I was so confused, but then I realized…she wasn't going to take me back. She had, technically at the time, kidnapped me, as she was keeping me, a child, without my guardians consent. After a week, she got custody of me (dad gave full permission, which I still find to be total bullshit of him), and I started living with my mom. Afterwards, came a year and a half of pain and suffering that I cannot go into detail of, in fear of comment being deleted or something like that. But in a summary, I had been abused, starved, beaten, etc. After what seemed to be years and years of such, my father finally fought to get me back, and won. I started living with my dad, and I was genuinely happy. Then, after about 6 months, he became the same manipulative, narcissistic asshole I knew when I was younger. I was always in a sense of fight or flight. I could never relax at home, and I hated it. I was terrified of my father. Then, last summer, I moved in with my grandmother (with consent of my father, my legal guardian), and all has been peaceful. But thinkin back on all of it, looking back at my story and trying to think of everything I had to go through, I realized how little I cared about everything anymore. Emotions were just kinda…gone. I didn't exactly care about anyone or anything. I'm currently seeing a phycologist, and I'm trying to work on it. But, as someone who doesn't exactly feel emotion at the moment, this song perfectly describes the feeling.
    If you read this whole thing, thank you. You are truly amazing ✨
    Hope you have a wonderful day :]

  11. The lyrics and the images are so precise and relatable, yet with simple and live melody that doesn’t drag you into the ultimate darkness

    Sometimes you just need a song like this to free yourself and feel calm again, lots of appreciation

  12. Sometimes I just want to be happy. Lately I don't feel happy and I don't know why. I know my brother died 7 years ago and it felt like it didn't affect me. But after pandemic, all of the things that used to make me happy just doesn't increase my mood or anything. And oh boy I keep on remembering him. I don't even know why I cry or whatsoever. Some said I'm depressed but I thought that was just feeling like you want to die or something. This song made me realized that depression isn't just about that, well yes I'm sad but I don't want to die. I hope one day I can finally be out of this depressive cycle.

  13. I don't feel a single thing

    Have the pills done too much?

    Haven't caught up with my friends in weeks

    And now we're outta touch

    I've been drivin' in LA

    And the world, it feels too big

    Like a floating ball that's bound to break

    Snap my psyche like a twig And I just wanna see

    If you feel the same as me..
    Do you ever get a little bit tired of life?

    Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die

    Like you're hangin' by a thread but you gotta survive

    'Cause you gotta survive.
    Like your body's in the room but you're not really there

    Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care

    Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air

    Am I past repair?
    A little bit tired of trying to care when I don't

    A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope

    A little bit tired of sinkin', there's water in my boat

    I'm barely breathin', tryna stay afloat

    So I got these quick repairs to cope

    Guess I'm just broken and broke.

    The prescription's on its way

    With a name I can't pronounce

    And the dose I gotta take

    Boy, I wish that I could count
    'Cause I just wanna see

    If this could make me happy..
    Do you ever get a little bit tired of life?

    Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die

    Like you're hangin' by a thread but you gotta survive

    'Cause you gotta survive

    Like your body's in the room but you're not really there

    Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care

    Like you're fresh out of love but it's been in the air

    Am I past repair?
    A little bit tired of trying to care when I don't

    A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope

    A little bit tired of sinkin', there's water in my boat

    I'm barely breathin', tryna stay afloat

    So I got these quick repairs to cope.
    Do you ever get a little bit tired of life?

    Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die

    Like a numb little bug that's gotta survive

    That's gotta survive.

  14. Everyone's talking about how relateable the song is and of course I 100% agree, but more than anything else, I just want to say that this caterpillar is really cute with his big shiny eyes.

  15. This song somehow hits every nerve in me; all of the things I feel. It's a lovely song, has a wide range of relatability, and just sounds so damn good!

  16. I wonder why we feel embarrassed by emotion. Literally feel burnt OUT. There’s nothing to burn even😂😂but I can’t find the courage to speak up because of the low tolerance family has to mental “weakness”. Man Up!! Sort out your life!!! Stop being like this. I wish it was that easy. And I fake it well cause I gotta survive

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